it was indefinite that she was purchasing herself a one way ticket for heartbreak but this time around. she has no control over the vehicle. its on auto-fucking-pilot and the brakes have been cut loose treacherously. but the rush and thrill of the ride cannot be denied. her heart swells and her stomach somersaults. and fear, in the shadows. eating away herself. for someone whos always in ultimate control of her emotions, especially flimsy romantic notions, she is unprepared.
for the crash to come.